I didn’t ask
for this, but then again I did. My body right now; is paralyzed.
I can’t
believe this is happening. Giving me no reason but to leave for my own
protection, ours.
You and I
we’re going to continue to try for our little girl/boy and something we can
change in our lives. I love you babe, I do. Your mom put this on us and I
really hate her right now for something I can’t control, we did step into this
together and hand in hand. We needed a place to stay and we relied on that
house, I can’t say that we’re going to be much better if we live here but all I
know is for our sake we need to leave.
My sister, I
love her I do. I really hope she understands. I really do. We’re strong and
together we’ll stand up and fight this. I really don’t want to serve jail time
especially with our age and our youth. It’s something we treasure. Really, I
think we just need a fresh start, somewhere new. With new friends, new home,
new boundaries, and new everything. I love you. Every time I hear sirens I’m
going to think their coming outside my house… I really don’t know, I can’t say.
I really can’t. I just hope we’re all okay. I just wanted us to work out
really. You and I. We’re fine. Our lives? They tell a different story.
Mine is a
confusing one. Referring to what’s going on. Yeah I used to be a goodie
tooshoes now? I’m just a mess. Angry, Confident, Independent. Determined. What
else am I supposed to be? I can’t surpass my mother and her expectations
sometimes. I really just want to make my own decisions for my life, even though
she’s lookin’ out for me.
-Andrea
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